The Past Returns

Could I honestly have to fake what I have to say to you?
Right now, nothing could hold back the strong tongue
The one that will reveal you my heart
Maybe your ears are to bleed
But at least we'll finally see
Eye to eye
No more disguise.
I haven't lied, per say
But from that day I hid my eyes
I didn't want you to see what was held
Within, there was something curel that wished to touch
What very much of very little you had to offer
A little softer, now I am, now it is.
You spoke the words I knew were truth
A detriment among my youth
Words from others' mouths I percieved
And truly believed your wish was to decieve.
But now I see all of honesty
All of reality, all of me to you.
Though you can't always stay true
To your word, it's society that fucks it over.
False Impressions were once too sobering
Words I wrote but was not to speak off lines
Ignorance was twice of mine
Contradictions cease to cease
And anger is to release.
Three times is charm
You mean no harm
But I cannot smile.
All I taste is bile within a dry mouth
Why it is so hard to smile within an event
Where I cannot vent
You are a godsent
But a detriment to the lines of a puzzle.
Nothing will match
Not me and you
Nothing will do.
But at times we must
Put all complete trust
In what fate thrusts at our path.
The aftermath is nonexistent
Without a tinge of anger's existence
Peace is never to be found
As we sit in a forests' darkest grounds
And like a book so gracefully bound
Pages will turn
Numbers will climb
And soon it will be time
Don't fret, I bet
The fire will burn tall trees to the floor
So we can see the future's more
And know what cures won't heal the sores
That life is inevitably to give
To live?
To bind what is ours
What grace is to shower
Upon our heads
Unless...we end up dead.

xoxo