Absolute

Maybe crumpled,
Ruined,
Stained,
Marred,
Burnt,
Ashed,
Destroyed,
Problematic,
Disgraced,
Ashamed,
Hated,
Judged,
Torn,
I still love you.
Neglected you may be
But you are subject
To my freedom
For that I praise
For that you are
Gazed in awe.
No matter how much
I turn my back
I snap this pen
Abuse you time
and time again,
Just know it's me
Who comes running back
Because I can and will
Make you everything
You deserve so much to be
You are everything I am
Everything I'm not
And everything I wish
To be.
And simply you are.
I miss you,
You define me,
And barries or
Time
Cannot defy what needs
To be said or written
You always leave me
Smitten.
Hello, and I love you,
This isn't goodbye,
I promise.

xoxo times a million.